Frustrations

Hey Ladies, I'm writing today to pour out my frustrations to you about my hair. I'm still in love with my weave and that's what makes it even more frustrating. I want to be in love with my real hair, just as much if not more and I hate it!! (This week any way) It really varies in performance and length from week to week. This week, however I feel like it's lacking in all areas. I just brought some new products from the Alterna repair line in hopes for some sort of restoration. I have fryed mt hair in attempt to match the texture of the Indonesian hair when I wear it straight. I always wear my real hair behind my ears , and it's becoming so annoying!!! So now I must practice using my flat iron in slow moderation to achieve some length before it's all said and done. Until next NB xoxo..... Oh yeah I recorded a video but I'm having technical difficulties posting it but I will have it for y'all soon enough